Okay. I’m sorry that this has taken so long I just got a text from my ex sayin’, hey! - what about my song? and I was like - wait a minute - you know what my songs are about? she didn’t care, no discretion - didn’t want to feel left out include a shout out? so here we go - you wanted it - now, you got it. let me write a few thousand words about it to speak about abstract, random scenarios and how the story goes as they took place - now here we go. day one. - first time that I saw her, I was so jealous - she was called to another. Brother from another mother helped me grow and discover. can’t fuck with the future of someone else’s past. just wouldn’t last, there would be tension and blasts, so eat a grape, another love lost guess this was fate, time wasn’t right, there was just hate. hope i’m not too late, just had to sit back and wait. oh great. for now, an empty plate. how bout we just go ahead and order that steak. when I look back you fade away nothing lasts forever but love doesn’t fade we were so young I lost my other, now she lays with another, now let’s fast forward, what’s this, a special visitor, she’s not for you, can you hear the sounds - that she makes coming out from the other room? and look at those grins - they exit all disheveled, took her to another level, I’ve heard the stories - hard to believe, damn dog, That chick’s on fire, wish I had some fuel for desire, I felt depleted, empty, what the fuck is going inside? started to catch feelings from my boy’s girl that he kept out on the side? this can’t be right, I need to get out more, that’s all. October 27th, finally stepped out the door. McKennz main Girls Birthday and look who showed up - it’s her the one girl I had this crush for? i’m feeling something strong inside something magnetic, kinetic, pulling me towards her, inside - is this right? Dat ass tho - I just want to bite that shit. never did that with any other chick. what gives? I’m drawn to her - like an animal? am I hannibal, or a cannibal?, Jump in both feet - cannonball! These days go past time fades away, I’m loosing my grasp I can’t hold on, I’m not that strong lost in love forever had to set my position - true motives, intentions spoke to my boy - do I have clearance clearance? I finally got the ok, 10-4, now its time to head out the door we both had a night to remember and we will never forget an amazing dinner - hit the street to see some freaks what time is it? - its getting late, hit the sheets? naw, thats too far. let’s go look at the stars - can’t wait, hold back. too late. no laws. in love - drew straws. I finally found someone who’s in.. ring ring - aww fuck - what’s that another distraction who’s is it?, ignore it - now back to action I mean, could this be true - all that-romance -bullshit that you see on the news? she was so beautiful, faithful I knew. enjoyed each other, even when there was nothing to do. Real life, went by so quick whenever she was in sight, her beauty was thick always did the trick never enough time, made plans, slept over, upstairs - out of sight. out of mind. goodnight… and goodbye. These days go past time fades away, I’m loosing my grasp I can’t hold on, I’m not that strong Lost in Love forever It all started that one - drunken night, she took my boy out back and they started to fight this can’t happen - what the fuck is going down tonight? what the fuck is she doing? - gonna to mess everything up, yikes. please don’t bring drama to my workplace - everything was going just right. what can I do? - she threw in wrench in the works - and she knew “go back inside!” - “he can come out if he wants to. “ this is my fuckin’ house, and that’s my girl, you can tell this - is not going to end well. aww hell - here we go everyone knows how to run my life better then me, oh do tell. the countdown starts, what do they want me to do? invoke bro code 42, really dude? fuck off. I’m keeping her. she stays. fuck you. tell me to choose, you’re gonna lose, do the latter, solved things in the past, what’s the matter? tried to put my boy at bay - you need to say away - this is my life, stay the fuck out. finally put in line, put back all that was mine, for now, in time. things will remain sublime. Time moves so fast when you are away I just want to kiss your face you never stayed long I sent you a letter, wish we will still together Fuck, I need to live for myself, won’t let anyone - push me off my shelf, my beautiful baby - so far away now, this shit doesn’t add up. what do I do, how? I understand, you’ve got a lot of shit going on, i’m about to pile on a bunch more, hold on. that’s just not gonna happen. I was trying’ for money, but couldn’t grab it. I couldn’t walk out the door - became a habit. couldn’t afford to take trips to you anymore. I was flat broke. All cards maxed, no cash, no joke. what am I fucking going to eat? aww crap. I kept all my drama all subliminal, to a minimal, gave boyfriend responses, frustrated, unwanted. Of course I always wanted to have sex with you, you have the best pussy ever, I couldn’t resist. couldn’t get you in the mood, made me feel rude. I’m sorry, I’m so fuckin’ attracted to you, and always want to make love to you and make you feel better. My bad. I cleaned the cat boxes, fed the kitties, took the trash out? if there’s something else you - need me to do? I fed the cats, dishes put away, I’m taking a nap is that okay? We need to take a drive is that alright? I was always down for whatever, Yeah I fucking Love her, and she understands - let’s me have my space? - all time displaced our phone calls go from daily, weekly, to no time to retrace. I let her go, fuck, I basically pushed her away. can’t support us - got worse every day. brother weighs in, pissed of everyone now. Fin became Fineto, how did this go down? start transition, shit starts the spinnin’, faces grinnin’, lights start dimmin’ - sinnin’ “Let me get off!” it’s our turn to play. pulled my hand down thru the Frey to my dismay - a dark place, I can’t escape can’t see your face - she won’t come back - i’m too late - dreams start to - imitate. only thing left was captured on tape. feelin’ shitty how it all went down didn’t add up, should of known - from the start - it was a fuckin’ trap my own friends - trying’ to lead me, you wouldn’t believe me. bricks start to crumble, caves fell in. ok. I guess they win, this round, I’m down, but not out, I’m back up, they lost count. as days pass fast, time faded away, I’m lost in your grasp and can’t hold on feel like I belong, Can’t support you better, I’ve Lost my love forever never let - anyone fucking influence me again, everyone in my house - get the fuck out, i’m sorry, do I have to shout? Finally Took charge, first time in my life, now 36, Jesus Christmas, a path cleared - deploy my wishlist. the future holds strong - now bright for the woman I thoughtlessly rejected, bullshit resurrected, left disrespected, neglected, that’s fucked up - that was not my objective. Now is the time to stand up and set things right, the first task, tell you that you were right you did nothing wrong, other then request this song, don’t worry, we’re almost done. hope this sheds some insight to my thoughts, on the girl - who I loved and I lost, but only time will tell - if our paths will cross, I just fall back asleep - only to see you in my dreams, for now, back to a friend, You know where I stand. broken man, drowning in remorse, struggling through quicksand, I hope you understand, this was not my original plan. as These days go past and time fades away, I’ve lost my grasp I couldn’t hold on, I wasn’t that strong Lost in Love forever I’ve lost my true love, forever.

Imagine me and you, I do I think about you day and night, it's only right To think about the girl you love And hold her tight, so happy together If I should call you up, invest a dime And you say you belong to me - and ease my mind Imagine how the world could be, so very fine So happy together — I can't see me loving - nobody else won’t lay with anybody else for all my life - When you're with me, baby skies will be blue - maybe me you, you me - make me happy - for the rest of my life — Me and you and you and me No matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be The only one for me is you - and you for me So happy. - I can't see me - loving nobody else won’t be with anybody else for all my life - you - can - change - me - baby make - me - please - you - daily let me make it make take some time - the rest of my natural life — Me and you and you and me No matter how we tossed the dice, it had to be The only one for me is you, and you for me So happy - together forever and ever — Me, you and you and me No matter how they threw that shit, it had to be The only one for you is me, we were so happy together what ever happened to forever - Me, you and you and me No matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be The only one for me is you is you for me So happy together together forever and ever How is the weather? are you happy? we were happy together are you happy? just want to live together now are you happy? so happy - together forever how can I make you? are you happy? I won’t betray you I guess you’re happy I can not break you I’m glad you’re happy you were so happy - together forever So am I happy? Whatever the weather now things just crappy So - happy together forever could we by happy? So - happy together I know it sounds sappy together forever I know I don’t deserve another chance I put you - in an - unforgivable stance I’ve learned from my mistakes - please forgive me now i am only human - please don’t shut me out. i won’t try to make another mistake I can’t get you out of my fucking head I understand why you don’t have to respond I understand what I did was so fucking wrong I understand if you want me to go away never see or hear me another day, I can get lost and fade away, will that make you happy? - all you have to say. you can erase me? and you can replace me? will that make you happy? - forever.