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Honesty in Lies

from Digital Human by Gos10

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My past year summed up into a song.

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well.. how should I start this one. let’s just say - I really don’t trust you.
There are so many things that you’re - hiding from me? - aren’t you?

when she doesn’t - pickup up the phone - and I know she’s home alone
its been several about hours - i send her a text - hey! honey - did ya get my flowers?
captain’ save em all — get the ladder.

guess she’s just - busy with her own life, funny how that sounds like
an excuse for being lazy while spilling out all kinds of crazy

I wish - I’d just look past
all the hints she dropped - knew it wouldn’t last
double life - as she bobbin, stroking, smokin’ & pokin’ for tokens
Now I see why you drink -

to suppress your shame
a little yay - ok
see right through your games - be ashamed
your tragedy unchained - with no one else to blame

what’s that? - you won’t let me to come over? - its messy - yeah right. you’re a hoarder?
unannounced arrivals not welcome - no ticket - bitch was wicked.

I wish I would have just let her fall -
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I’m on the other line - I need to take this call?
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face-off lost. needed to unwind,
who has a land line in this day in time?

always on my mind. rejected, neglected.

so unkind, twisted - should have resisted,
blinded by fake - the lessons from my past to remind, in time
I’m sorry fin
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I should have just watched for the signs - for me - it was all too clear
I put up with all her motherfuckin shit for a motherfuckin’ year.

when she told you - she was damaged,
tell me sir, how did you manage?
what was her advantage?
was it beauty damaged? or glamor ravaged?
she looked like a potential salvage?

so many stories
too many secrets
so many lies
was it a surprise?
not even disguised.

how can you tell she’s skilled - well - thats easy
her experience will - reveal potential indiscretion that leads to oppression
transform frustration to elation - keep your eyes open - and vision clear

told that bitch - knock knock - hey take your shit — here.
a timepalsed moment of reflection - now relax and pay attention

not to mention
her lies - exposed - disrobed - and posed
for everyone to see - and it wasn’t only me

i wonder if she’ll ever try and find me?
wait, no I don’t - and if she does, remind me.

was this all part of the plan?
i’m sorry, i just don’t live in whoreland,
like you - you just don’t understand.

alternative directions - bruises, mis-direction

tell me - how many of you are there?
you know what - I just don’t care

all her secrets - now I knew
my laptop - she kept that - yeah - fuck you.

you selfish thief.
you didn’t get everything
go back to sleep
reality makes you scream out loud
be proud - go suck a dick -

dirty birdy. caw~

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from Digital Human, track released January 20, 2015
Beat by Maal 5

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Gos10 Los Angeles, California

Greetings all. My name is Gos10. I am a creator of many things.

I enjoy experimenting with different musical styles and formats to produce enjoyable and well-crafted material with what I have to work with at the time.

I'm influenced by inspiring events and the music is my release. I hope you enjoy my selection of entertainment and musical therapy. ... more

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